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| To rediscover our brethren and loved ones from the Spiritual Realm has inspired me to make this. |
This is just a personal entry on my progress and journey on wholeness and serenity, which began when I begun to love and care for myself again. After completing my diploma, which was draining me dry, mentally, physically and soulfully. Pretty much, my overall well-being was on the brink of collapsing.
On 2014, I was taking good care of my emotional and mental health. By spending time on doing what I love while getting back on track on what I really wanted to do.
To help those who are going through a similar experience like mine.
To encourage and nurture better solutions to deal with the many man-made problems we are facing today.
To strive and become the person I dreamt and hope to be.
To learn things that will not only benefit me and the Universal population at large, than to learn old paths and ways that doesn't help nor improve the well-being of others in the long-haul and the long-run.
I did pass away ahead of my time on that year. I felt what a soul felt when it left the body. I felt serenity, I felt bliss, I felt calm, and I felt safe. I was brought back to life from a friend or loved one, this is still being investigated on who placed my soul back into my body.
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The following year later, 2015, was a year on nurturing my spiritual capabilities and improving its senses.
Whereby, thanks to an acquaintance and a pal, I was re-introduced to my childhood friend which was my spirit guardian. After that, I learnt the importance of opening up and trusting myself to share out and admit what concerned or troubled me.
A while later, I met another childhood friend, after the appearance made by my hubby's childhood friend.
Went through, the beginning and nurturing stages of telepathic communication.
Found out that a lot of my self-talk, especially regarding advices, wisdom and precautions, were direct words and messages from my spiritual companions.
Nurturing my gut feelings to sense and detect the difference of energy signature and the aura of others. To know if one means well or ill. No matter what they say or do, their energy: does not lie.
To heal or deal with minor physical pains with spiritual energy.
To rediscover that my wisdom at an early age was due to a combination of my current experience along with my two childhood friends and my past lives' experience.
To re-experience past memories from my past lives.
To realise that certain known famous or great people, who I have taken an interest on finding out more about them or that I had a sense of familiarity on them. Were either people whom I have met, known or were them.
Understanding the Spiritual Realm, their inhabitants and their contribution to the healing, guiding and protection of the Physical Realm and its inhabitants.
To realise that our passions are a direct reflection of our soul's desire and responsibility. Along with why it must not be ignored, especially if it emits happiness, joy, compassion, courage, wisdom and growth within us.
To be reminded of the simplicity of life and how we tend to over-complicate it.
The dangers and consequences of greed: ignorance, hatred, fear, and envy. Which leads to more misery, death, destruction and suffering.
Knowing the difference of those who truly care about me and those who were using/deceiving me.
Progressively overcoming many of my personal fears and obstacles.
Met Amaterasu, holding onto her kid and taking care of two baby animal spirits with my childhood friend.
Helped a fellow spirit from perishing.
Learning to summon and knowing how to do it correctly later without completely draining my energy. Time-it.
To find out about the many roles of humankind, as mediators, archivers and protectors of the Physical and Spiritual realms.
Noticed a growing population of people and communities, becoming aware of the deceit of the greedy and how they exploit the lives and resources of the planet to satisfy their greed. Besides that, this same population are pursuing their passions and dreams to help make things better, for themselves and their loved ones.
Understanding that while we are asleep and dreaming, we can visit other worlds and dimensions.
Found out that the red European Dragon that I met at a very young age, is very real.
Met a Hell Butterfly. It was pretty.
Met, acquainted and befriended: deities, an archangel, ex-Orochi, ex-assassin spirit, neutral spirits and a couple of spiritual guardians.
Tried Astral-Teleportation to visit an acquaintance in custody, as often as I could.
Sent gifts to many spirits.
Met a Minotaur. He got my gift, a necklace with a pendant that looks like a metallic bone-horn.
Accepted to become a fellow council member/candidate to help all inhabitants as a full-fledge spirit.
Understanding the importance of the Veil and how it protects the citizens and inhabitants of the Spiritual Realm from the current population of the Physical Realm.
Really dislike that a lot of Spirits and people are caught and tortured by the greedy to do their bidding.
The dangers of really hungry and powerful Dark beings. Whom had something to do with the disappearance of some people/spirits from consuming them.
Portals are still around in our world, it is believed that some people are missing because of stumbling upon one.
Met the infamous Aslan from C.S. Lewis's novel series of Narnia. My gosh, he's a lovely feline to look at and powerful too. Sadly, he's a playboy and a casanova.
Many of my so-called imagery friends were actually Spirits who are in-charge of making sure that many children have a decent and happy childhood memories, just in case if they weren't getting any in their daily routines at home or in school. Man, I really do miss laying on that plain grassy field with an abundance of stars to look/gaze at, with them.
My childhood friend got over his old-depressed-self, good for him and it was also a great reminder that I do not want to go back to that state either.
Heard the sound of a Crystal Butterfly. The chimed sound that it made was beautiful.
Heard that the guy was real, hope to meet the infamous Merlin, someday.
Met many kinds of animal spirits along the way.
Met a Dream Guardian, a Dragon.
Experienced Sleep Paralysis for the first time. Not a pleasant experience.
Remembered how a Reaper looks like.
Found out the effects of how full moons and blood moons affect Spirits.
Heard my guardian playing a flute in his humanoid form on the roof. It was nice.
On the 14th of October, I experienced the first wave of excess energy being released, noticed the wave went right outside the Milky Way. Gosh, the galaxy looked beautiful. --- A long while later, many people world-wide saw its left-over energy, which seemed to have bounced back to our planet from our galaxy. It was huge, a mix of white and green, it represents the life-force of either my left-over essence or collected from the Universe. Many thought it was a passing meteor, a type of firework or a shooting star. (Here's a recorded moment: https://www.youtube.com/watch?list=PLNxwX7r4A557HXnEMzo-BDnPZxGqBQ9fH&v=O-zsMckKP-s)
Noticed a chef who saw my guardian shifting from his animal form to his humanoid form to hold hands with me, in a mall. The chef was surprised and I noticed it. My guardian just smiled and teased him. The chef wasn't too bothered about it since he had to get back to his work.
At least now I know why my Shih Tzu won't come so near me often, because my guardian is hogging all the space next to me. I noticed that the pomeranian, can see him too. And that my guardian has been visiting the oldest dog to chat and check up on her, once in a while.
Didn't realise that my other childhood friend was the infamous Nine-Tailed fox, she is currently hanging about near me in her half-humanoid and half-animal form.
The beautiful reality that the inhabitants of the Spiritual Realm, are very or at least quite similar to us from the Physical Realm. They too, have hobbies, likes & dislikes, fears, hopes & dreams too. Best of all:
- They watch the shows that we watch.
- Attend the sport games we spectate.
- Attend the ACG conventions that we attend. Due to the abundance of positive energy.
- They do read the same comics & books as us.
- Do many stuff that we do; along with other stuff that they can do from their Realm and culture.
Progressively facing and speaking up to the biggest bully in my life, along with his accomplices.
Went to a Bodhi Meditation event as recommended by my bio-dad. Felt unsafe there since the Master didn't like my presence and thought I was 'competition' as he could sense my power level, spiritually. I could sense the amount of ingenuity the gathering place was, the energy of the place was 'messed up' as described by a pal. My partners were practically on guard duty along with some fellow spirits who didn't mind helping them until the whole 'meditation' session was done. At first, it was fun and relaxing, after that, it got worse. My soul's energy and life-force was being drained like nobody's business at the last part of each Bodhi Meditation session. It seems that the additional excess energy that everyone who made during the session was sent flying to the 'Master' (along with their own soul's energy), to be used and kept for his own purposes. Also heard from one of his followers that he caught a spirit and kept it with him. I didn't like the sound of that, it meant that he is keeping one or a few with him for his own purposes too. Meaning, the power he is giving onto others to heal or to blessed, isn't from his own effort. They are all taken from another life's suffering and effort. I see it now, instead of meditating on his own earned effort to make himself 'powerful', he use others to do it for him. Disappointingly, that would mean he is spiritual power level is a lifetime lower than mine. I can see that there a genuinely good people working with him but there are also those who were snobbish as well.
I remembered the kids giving me a lovely moment in one of my dreams. I was in a beach-like area and was facing the horizon with a sandy hill. The light of the sun shining onto the water's surface was 'rainbow-ish', it was a really, really lovely sight.
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Another year later, 2016.Right after the discovery of my soul's capabilities, on 2015. I was finally encouraged to take good care of my physical well-being. Which, in turn, benefited me, mentally and spiritually too.
Met a rainbow-ish Griffin. It represents that I will experience a bright future.
Met a Golden Guardian, a Chimera. One of the servants of the Three Kings.
Became a candidate to protect and improve the well-being of all Universal beings.
Having the passion to draw again.
Studying the Quran, beautiful read.
Visited the 14th Dalai Lama with my astral projection, it was nice to see him.
Found out about Dalai Lama's past and gave him a personal advice with hopes that it'll cheer him up.
Thankful for the astral visits from 14th Dalai Lama.
Embracing the Underworld; its importance and role onto all spirits and human souls.
Understanding how personal trials, lessons, fears, hopes and passion can appear through dreams.
Starting to see fellow Spirits a bit more clearly and often than before.
Making more spiritual friends and acquaintances.
Heard the baby dragon crying was I was in the middle of dreaming/sleeping. Turns out he was being lectured to not hang out in-between my breasts to rest there. Personally, I don't mind but my childhood friend does.
Understanding, the long-term and extremely-harmful effects of livestock breeding and man-made pollution onto the planet.
Made a spiritual device, which latches onto those who have done too much harm and toxicity onto others/me. It can only be removed when the person or spirit, realised that their negativity is not only harmful to themselves and others. Additionally, by remembering their greatest self or making progress to be one again.
Heard a Siren's Melody, very deadly to those who are spirits or spiritually-attuned.
Met the Legendary items known to mankind throughout history.
Bio-dad's guardian attacked me as I progressed Spiritually and learning to stand up to my dad's negativity and bullying. Shot acid at me, he was hoping to hurt my Third-Eye. Thankfully, it was not harmed thanks to the Crown of Stars himself. But dang, the acids burns and stings...
Met a guy who is being used as a spirit barrier in London/England, in Britain, near the royalties' palace. Sadly, my previous visit to the place where I last saw him, he was moved and now hidden elsewhere.
Visited the Vatican building from the outside. Getting to the archives area or exploring the place, won't be easy; looks like they have hired or forcibly made Spirits to guard the place.
My childhood friend took me on an adventure to visit popular spots in the Spiritual Realm. The Maze was interesting, can remember a little on the marketplace while for the other visits, I had trouble remembering. But at least, we both had fun.
Signed a document recently, and now currently in-charge and responsible on the guiding and training of a friend from custody for a month's time. Until the ones watching her progress, deems her fit for duty again after she submit her journal/report. A few days after her arrival, I was disturbed by some pesky Dark Spirits and I was paralysed on the spot in my dream, thankful that Obe and Lea came to shoo them off when I call for their help.
Noticed Guan Yin smiling at me again, while praying. Gee, now I know why she kept winking at me when I was a kid.
Went to visit the European Dragon that I met a really long time ago, at his hangout spot. After I realised that he came by for a visit around January. Man, he way bigger than before, looking lovely and black-scaled now.
My body is not only feeling great but it is only getting fitter too. This, in turn, improves my spiritual capacity and senses too.
Learning to be more compassionate, to be more straightforward, more calmer and more aware of what I do and doing.
After giving out a World-wide message, telepathically, I was acquainted with a Healer Spirit who was helping out the refugees who were on their way to Greece. I saw what he saw and saw what he did to help the sick and the weary. Sadly, many perished at sea before they could reach the shore. I tthen sent another message, asking any other Healers who were available and free to help my new acquaintance. Two week later, he came by to thank me for that extra help, but sadly, there were a few of them as compared to the number of refugees. Still, every little bit helps.
Met my uncle a day after he passed away. Really thankful that he is at peace now and no longer suffering.
Was very disappointed with an acquaintance who tried to attach a device on me with ill intentions to harm me. I broke it and sent the leftovers back to her.
Went to see my uncle's 'funeral', met the three deities that was represented at the altar.
Was able to protect myself when I visited an acquaintance's place to visit her guardian. She actually wanted to harm me with energy bolts. I managed to deflect them.
Helped a fellow spirit to finally travel without worrying about harming others with his energy, he's usually bursting with a whole lot of it that it disrupts the spiritual energy of others around him. He's happily travelling now.
Saw my guardian visiting me in my dreams again, three times in his humanoid form and twice in his animal form. Also, taught me a valuable lesson to not mess with a tiger's claws. Ow.
Another acquaintance visited my home, uninvited with ill-intentions. Taught him a lesson, hopefully he won't be foolish to repeat that mistake again.
Made a visit to the Underworld, met a Dark entity, it gave me a 'souvenir' (an item to call or summon it) before I left. Later learnt that I almost became a snack. No more visits unless I come prepared and armed. The souvenir was tossed out by my childhood friend; when it broke, a burst of negative energy was released.
Really thankful to know that the Spirit that saved me from killing myself (many years ago) was none other that my childhood friend, the lady. Which I thought those thoughts that told me to think about my loved ones first and how would they feel if I was gone: was my own. Good to know that she was the one who told me that.
Becoming more confident with my spiritual senses and capabilities, just re-sign a document and saw a friend off from the end of her probation period. Looking forward to her return by the end of this year.
Lost my temper which opened a red-orb portal and out popped a Hell-hound young-ling. Really grateful that my friend sent it back after that. Better learn to be calmer.
Was slightly depressed due to my own disappointment on Aslan. Well, can't blame him since I was the one who had my expectation crushed. Really thankful that I am reminded of who are the ones who will be there for me when I need it the most. --- Found out that my guardian was trying to calm me down after the playboy incident by Angelus aka Aslan. He kept grooming me until he fell asleep. --- In the morning, heard a pal playing a harp this early morning, to calm me down after that depressing incident. Found out that my childhood friend was playing her flute too, sadly, had trouble hearing hers.
Noticed a lot of human kids and toddlers are noticing my Spirit Companions:
#1, A young toddler was in his baby seat in the restaurant, he saw Obe, the lady and the kids. Sadly, he was misbehaving by continuously smacking the arm of the maid, good thing the lady advised him to stop doing that and he did stop.
#2, At a grocery store, a little girl, probably about 4 - 6 years old. Looked at me wide-eyed and then look at my guardian wide-eyed. An indication that she can see him. I just smiled and went on my way.
#3, A young boy in his cot knows that I know he can see my friends. He was nice to wave bye to me and towards everyone too when we left the area.
#4, I was talking to a friend on my phone outside of the restaurant, I sat at the edge of the platform of a make-shift deco to create the idea that it's a fountain, somewhat. There were two tables in front of me. The little girl and her family sat on one facing my right. With the little girl (probably 4 years old) sat near me. She looked at me with curiosity and then when she looked at the baby dragon and the baby phoenix. My gosh, she was filled with joy, as she excitingly looked back at me from noticing them, I smiled at her and told her that: "I know that she can see them". After that, her smile widen even more and her joy doubled. It was an adorable experience.
#5, ... There are many more but these are the ones that I can remember so far.
Managed to see my friend off for her return to the custody from your probation period. Bet her journal has tons of interesting info for the ones watching her.
Saw my childhood friend in her animal form. For a legendary being/Spirit, their animal forms will look slightly different to the usual look of the known animal. She's about or around five times the size of an average fox. With nine fluffy tails, blue eyes and white in colour. And boy, she loves to snuggle and makes the sounds of what a fox does when its happy.
My curiosity had led to rediscover my original self, before I joined in the reincarnation process. I found out that I was friends with Obe, a really, really long time ago; way before the existence of mankind. I am also a fellow member of the Council: the one who represent and symbolise the Universe.
One night later, she (the original me) spoke to Obe with the language of the Spirits, with just the movement of my lips. It was just before I fell asleep. It was an interesting experience.
Saw the mark of the Chosen candidate for being a Ruler.
Went to a dinner gathering and saw my Uncle, he came by to calm my aunt, his wife. Who hasn't calmed down from his passing.
Noticed my nephew could see the kids and my dad's spiritual condition. He told my biological dad that his body is 'broken'. And I know why.
Wanted to double check if my nephew could really see Spiritual atoms, so I made an experiment and he sure did reacted to it.
Summoned Crescent Rose, the final known form of the infamous Chakram that Elen used in the Old War. Also, she forged it, herself.
Better to be vigilant and to not underestimate onto those who mean harm towards me. My own biological dad and a couple of my old acquaintances.
Saw and currently in possession of the Infinity Key in its Spiritual form.
Elen created her own astral projection to stay around for a bit to check up on me. She also showed me one of her favourite clothing. Saw her eyes and it was beautiful, I was told that she passed on the power of her wings to her eyes. After knowing about that capability, I temporarily made my wings into white with rainbow-wish glow feathered warglaives, they were beautiful.
Dalai Lama gave me a message: Remember that you are a flowing river, there is no need to stop for the stones and pebbles along the way. There is a reason why you must flow to the end.
Got a surprised visit from my friend in custody, she was given another probation period again. Gosh, she hugged and snuggled like nobody's business. A few weeks after that, I heard her whistling, she was happy.
Saw this in a dream within a dream, I was told that was not the case. Because what I saw in that second 'dream' was called my energy vein. The essence of our spiritual energy. It was beautiful.
There was a reddish mark on my left wrist, turns out my bio-dad came to visit me with his astral projection and wanted to hurt my wrist, really badly. Thankfully, it didn't work out. Thank you to my hubby and the gang.
My biological dad, attempted to rape me for about four times already by invading my dreams.
My bio-dad sent leeches to one of my kids.
My bio-dad and his 'master' sent a leech to one of my friends.
It was almost time for my pal to go back to custody but after that one incident from the leech, she was given two more months for her probation period.
Saw the mark of the opening of the Third-Eye. It represents that there is no turning back now. I have no regrets and I look forward to it.
Finally managed to muster myself to upgrade the device on my bio-dad's and his 'master's' device. Thank you Orthos.
Saw a flash of white light (almost similar to the light emitted by lighting) when my eyes were closed in the dark. Was informed that was an indication that someone's Third-Eye was opened.
Saw a flowing yet temporary glow of blue light in the shaped of the blue vein on my eye lids. Saw it when my eyes was closed in the dark. An indication that my Third Eye is progressing and will open eventually.
Was able to communicate with my dark side / darkness, because of this, now I can blend my light and dark powers together. Also, I almost combined my light and dark essence together. I was stopped by my spiritual companions are the consequences of doing so, was proven to be fatal and unpredicatable by those who have previously tried to do so. Like the infamous Bloody Mary (Queen Mary I), I was told that because someone gave the suggestion to her to give it a try. Sadly, she ended up from a curious gal to a someone who bathed in the blood of those who she issued the command to kill (due to the lack of agreement between her and her subjects) to keep her youth.
Visited the Underworld again (a little deeper than before), this time hoping to shroud myself with my darkness's energy turned into armour (no more naked visits and turns out that higher level entities will know my light signature, so I was very lucky that I only bumped into lower level ones). Again, it got my guardian terrified and extremely worried; thanks to her, I was able to get out safely, again. This time I heard the wailings of the tortured, echoed from the deeper levels. My guardian proceeded to placed a seal on me so that I do not make such a dangerous visit without the proper guide and gear. Instead she told me of a safer method to visit without getting eaten in the Underworld. In which I tried it out in an instant and snuggled next to a really huge caterpillar (it was asleep and its main body was black and the tips of its legs were red).
Saw ants, lot of them. These ones were the Spirit version, gosh, my home has a lot of them.
Seeing more skins: the other looks and designs of the items. Gosh, I never thought it would be more than a few hundreds. Two of the items brought me to a room where the skins are settled and portrayed around like clothing on hangers. Reminds me of a scene in the Matrix when Neo was brought into a room with all the arsenals all set up and ready for the taking.
15 May - Passed by the old spot where my bio-dad recommended me to try out the infamous Bodhi Meditation. The place was reeking of negative energy of ingenuity, because it was more of place of business than genuine healing. I was disappointed of the guy who started the idea to heal at a very expensive price of selling natural items and also, the Bodhi healing was pretty bad too. It made people's health better but their soul, was being drained to give the Master their soul's energy (that's why people feel extremely or really drained out after the meditation; any genuine meditation itself, musn't and shouldn't be soul draining). I scolded him today telepathically, and he sure was pissed. I remembered the first time I went there on 2015. My pals were worried about me because when I arrived at the place, the Master Bodhi himself, didn't like me, because he thought I was 'competition', as a tease, he can sense my power level, spiritually. I don't blame him for thinking that way since greed got to him anyway.
15 May con't - Anyway as I was saying, I scolded him but I wasn't being specific that he was spreading ingenuity. I felt his feeling of unpleasantness towards me and I had no idea what he did but it made me uncomfortable. To show that I meant business and to block further negative energy towards me, I summoned a White Celestial Oriental Dragon, its scales with shining with a rainbow-ish effect. It was beautiful but also a symbol of power. Whatever that was being sent to me when blocked off and backed away. Thankful Obe took over guard duty after that, I couldn't keep the dragon with me for long.
Helped my hubby to remember his original self. Learned of the legendary and historical existence of the Spirit of Reflection, Adriel. A great warrior of the Spiritual Realm and a partner of Elen as well.
During one of my bio-dad's dinner gathering. I couldn't eat so much, so I connected to my mum's taste-buds as she tried one of the meat dishes she was having. Gosh, the taste was fatty, moist, juicy and tasty.
Very thankful that the kids' parents came by to visit at a really great timing, I was being disturbed and troubled by my dad and his 'sifu', spiritually that it even hurts my heart. Seeing the presence of the mother dragon, really put me at ease. While the father phoenix, checked on the kids before her. They were happy with the kids' progress and health and had to go for their migration period after that. Looking forward to their next visit.
I learned of one of Elen's adventures when she chased off a gang of bullies in the Underworld. They were bullying one of the tortured creatures who was made and used during the Old War. She befriended him and sent him off at a secluded place in the Spiritual Realm with no one who had the intention to harm others in that island.
Helped my friend with removing the toxin/poison on an old wound she had from her first assignment. I got exhausted and thankful that my other companions helped with the healing.
Bumped into a blue beetle and saw a eye symbol/mark between its head and wings.
Around the first week of July - I was surprised to see a very nice looking whiteish-grey tabby cat who entered the house and was looking at me. I saw a glimpse of it, only for a second. Thankful that he was willing to stick around and join in the companionship. He's a travelling cat with his very own hat and belt with trinkets (and a journal too).
A week later after meeting with that cat, my friend from custody('s hospital), came back for another probation period and is staying until the end of the year. The kids missed her. The gang missed her too. Now, she is settling in and glad to be away from the life she had at the medical ward.
10 July - My dad placed a weird collar on my throat, it was choking me and was making me quite uncomfortable. I broke it on the spot and sent majority of it away. Two of my guardians helped to deal with the left-overs. The collar they attached to me was known as the collar of subduing. Gosh, they must have been desperate. Out of disappointment and out of the suggestion of my original self: I gave my bio-dad and his so-called 'sifu', a lesson. I gave them both a collar too with a unique locking system too, mine was known as the collar of punishment (in which if they try to harm me spiritually, it'll give them a nice sting). I used a white whip in my astral form to attach one to my dad and the other, I had a help from a passing white eagle who was more than happy to help me sent the second collar to the other imbecile. After a successful mission, he came back to get his sushi snack. A while later, he asked if he could train my baby phoenix, I was happy with the suggestion and gave the green light. White eagles in the spiritual realm are under the command of the Eagle King, a friend of Elen's.
Interesting, I noticed I heard a conversation between that 'sifu' and whoever he was asking help to remove the collar that I have attached to him.
Saw a really disgusting image of my dad imagining himself 'raping' me. Before I fell asleep. Yuck.
11 July - I was informed on the following day by my hubby when he manages to survive a torturing visit by my bio-dad and his 'sifu'. How did he know? The collars attached to their necks and their constant yapping of asking him to give them his guardian or else they will do terrible things to me. From his memory, I recognised their bellies, ugh. I was later suggested to send a retrieval (to retrieve the guardians of the ill humans for their safety [ill emotional thoughts can harm their guardians]) complaint to The Council. I asked my friend, who was a member of The Council to help send the complaint for me. A while later, I noticed that she was queuing up, guess I wasn't the only one who had a complain to report. Another while later, before it was her turn, I visited her (with clothing again, phew [had a terrible moments of finding out that my earliest astral teleportation visits, was naked]), which gave her a fright and hid me at a corner of the hall (only spirits can visit the place, which means I had to be 'dead' and Spiritually visit the place myself; not astrally while being mortally life); she sent me back after that.
Thankfully, the report went through and the order to retrieve their guardians will be about a few weeks time. The agent will take them away from those two inconsiderates when they least expect it.
Saw one of my guardian's face in her humanoid form. For a Japanese, she sure does not look like the typical Asian look. Gosh, she looks much more gorgeous than that.
Had a really interesting experience while looking into my Obe's eyes. I had this feeling like I was floating towards him and I was penetrating the layers of his being, every layer and fiber of it. Circle after circle.
Thankful to know that my telepathy skills are improving. Now, to improve my detecting/sensing skills.
Learned that baby water dragons are not only quite sociable, but can get jealous if one of its many siblings/loved ones, get more attention than him/her.
July 13 - Had a really wonderful gift from the gang in my latest dream. I saw cats swimming in a puddled carpark. Some sunbathing on the empty flowerpots (filled with the puddled water) yet wet from the water too. There were a few dogs, until a vehicle came into the area and was looking from a place to park. Turns out there was a big husky following the car, when the driver decided to move elsewhere, the rest of the animals decided to follow that husky.
Made new acquaintance, helped him out of his old predicament and he is now an ex-chieftain of a clan. He is happily travelling at the moment, may he be safe.
Met with an old acquaintance who is now a circle of my companionship. He is a dream guardian/spirit. He has helped with my unpleasant dream interference problem, for a while. I have also restructure his body's function. These spirit-type is usually awake at night. Now he's happily enjoying his time in the morning and noon and work as usual at night.
My spiritual senses are getting more sense-able. Now Obe enjoys visiting me while I am asleep or half-awake. His arm's muscles were really quite nice to feel when he hugged me in his humanoid form.
Might have saw the Egg of Wisdom. The fella probably came by to visit. Sort of the cousin to the Stone of Life.
Saw one of my pals clearly for a split second at a relatives place, she looked lovely at the stairway. Made the gang excited, happy and looking forward to my spiritual progress.
Starting to see the gang more often, usually at the side-end of my eye-sight.
Met a Spirit cat with an interesting clothing on him, he came to visit and to check me out on whether the rumours were true of my hospitality and kindness. He was not disappointed.
Woke up from a dream within in a dream, gosh, 'inception' is real. Ahaha.
My dreams are still being invaded and disturbed by three to four imbeciles in my life at the moment. They must be desperate.
Thankful that my guardian appeared in one of my dreams to save me, stabbed my with a blunt knife while pretending to be one of the dream invaders. Ended up waking up with him happily kissing my face.
To be continued.
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